Endless

I think we deserve this world:
I have had the shittiest year of my life.
You stand, the beginning of the upward threads
that tell me I can knit back together the ripped pieces of my life,
torn apart by the wrong people the wrong timing
and I am
so happy
with you.
It's that simple.
I sleep better next to you than anyone else, and you fill me
with starry-eyed orgasms and smiles and laughter and joy,
we are the start of something cosmic.
You know it like I do,
we could be something phenomenal.
And anybody in the past pales in comparison to you:
I am the happiest I've ever been
with anybody
ever.
Hold me through all of my panic and fear and the moments where I want to give up on everything,
for you and I were destined
for greatness.
I will never feel this way again.
I will kiss you morning after morning,
your dog curling up beside us
and dream of a day when I can figure out anything beyond
that I want you now:
I want you
now
and maybe indefinitely,
the possibilities are endless with you.